Is it just me, or do people that see a therapist get anxiety at the thought of their therapy session? I mean, I learn a lot from him, I like my therapist, and I “think” it’ll help me add tools to my emotional and mental toolbox, but the night before a session, I’m very restless, worried, and a little bit afraid. It isn’t every time, but every few sessions, I leave the session emotionally spent. Maybe it is because I am learning to be in the present, or I try hard to soak in everything he teaches me. I am not sure, but tonight was a night I had a hard time finding something to photograph and that added to my concern.
I drove all the way to the top of Washington boulevard hoping I could get high enough to take pictures of the city lights. Even though I could catch glimpses of the city, there ware either houses, trees, or construction “stuff” in the way. I ordered a head lamp so I can hike at night, but it didn’t make it in time. It’ll be here tomorrow, so maybe I can do some night photography hikes while I’m at my mom’s in Pocatello. Either way, here are the images I captured tonight, I am not impressed what so ever with how they turned out, some just aren’t in focus enough (Manual focus in the dark is difficult, so I am cutting myself a little slack), and some I just couldn’t get the right “feel”, or angle, or lighting. I dunno, there’s always next time. I was going to hike a trail up above Unita Utah, I’ll do it after work next week.
It’s going to be a restless night, wish me luck.

This girl dropped her ice cream 
The universal question 
This door says it all 
Brweskies, I should have went here more 
A homeless man was giving me shit while I was setting up the tripod, wish it had turned out better 
I LOVE this stair case 
I just like this sign, I’ll get it right eventually 
Haulin’ a wagon full of dirt 
This guy is hard to photograph 
The colors didn’t pop like I wanted 
Twisty trees, I like twisty trees 
This old pian’a is just cool 
Have you? 
Hug Someone! 
Again, just cuz I can’t decide which I like better 
I’d love a hug, I think I got that from my mom, I love hugs

