I had to hold back tears writing this one. Even though it's not much on the surface, there is a lot today that sits deep inside me. Pride, worry, loneliness, pain, and sadness.
Today's hike was about friend's catching up, chasing a bird that wasn't a bird, and watching your friend get jumpy because you're a little too close to the edge.
A new tool, new way to see where I came from, some rambling, a message to a friend, and a message to people in general.
I hurt, and I know a little more why and how. Just don't know how to heal from it all yet (but I'm working on it).
My life line has risen from the dead!
So happy, so excited, and so ready to kick this journey back in high gear. Rebuilding all parts of me, getting re-introduced to friends and family, and doing instead of saying for the now, not the past.